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I’m Praying, Is Anyone Listening?
I need clarity and money
The vision.
I was laid off from a highly stressful but good paying job. After the exhaustion, stress, and mental toll it took on me, I vowed to work for myself from now on. I decided to become a Youtuber instead. Needless to say, I had no idea what I was doing.
Long nights and financial concerns are starting to make me rethink this entire process. I haven’t had any income for the last three months. I’m trying to stretch the food from the pantry because there’s another week until the next delivery. I called 211 for assistance, went on begging platforms and even asked friends and family. I’ve been living off my savings to follow the mission I was given. I even broke down and put in a few application but still nothing yet. At this point I’m panicking.
No one talks about this part, the feeling of uncertainty when you decide to walk by faith, not by sight. This is why most people say it, but when called to do so, they either can’t or won’t.
I am a witness to many good things and I thoroughly believe that one of my videos will go viral for a good reason. It will send enough subscribers and watch time within the next month. However, if that doesn’t happen, I must find another way to financially support myself or lose what I have.
